Movie moments only last in movies.

So I was at home all day yesterday sulking over breaking up with my boyfriend. He seemed sad as well that we broke up. I was supposed to go out. But in the end decided not to because I wanted to sulk at home.

Then I found out that my ex didn't stay home and sulk. But he went to a big gay party down town. So i put my best shirt on, and decided to party as well. Downed a few shots of vodka. Danced, and even made out with a guy. But then, I thought that this isn't what I want. I wanted him.

So with no money, no phone credits, and no car. I told my friend to drop me at my ex's apartment. Hoping that when I wait for him outside his apartment, we'll have a movie moment.

But two hours went by and he didn't show up.

I walked home after that.

Well, i made a stupid decision.

:(

xoxo

Jeffrey James