"Since when were you not?"

I remember a few days back I was telling my friend that I was dating this new guy, he then said "Since when were you not?" and honestly I couldn't answer him because he got me spot on. When I was looking through my old posts, I noticed that they were all talking about how miserable I am because I was single, and that I didn't have anyone to really like lah. My housemates at the time were two couples living together and I was the only one going solo. But lately, after these two couples move in, I've been dating non stop. It's like after one fails, I move on to another one. Yes, I was a wreck a week ago but due to some circumstances, I was able to have closure and move on.

What I find interesting is that over the past year I have grown in some ways, I noticed that my friends everywhere have grown in their own way too. I also remember talking to my best friend Ness about constantly being single and wondering why nobody really wanted us. Well, she is in a stable and happy relationship (as far as i know la) and i've got some friends who just got out of one or are getting happier in one as well. From my last relationship I've learned alot and hopefully i can implement what I learned from the last one to hopefully the new one that is coming up.

And well, in the words of Fergie "Cause Everytime a boyfriend and I breakup, my world is crushed and I'm all alone, the Love bug comes right back up and bites me, and I'm back!". It's funny because it's so true. Well, I hope i won't fuck this one up:)

xoxo

Jeffrey James