Showing posts with label mental illness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mental illness. Show all posts

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Jared Lee Loughner Sins; Everyone Pick Up a Rock

The nation is casting a lot of stones because of and toward Jared Loughner. Outrage, hyperbole, rash charges and hysteria have been both reported and exhibited by the media. Loughner has been called monster, sicko, mentally ill, evil, soulless, poorly raised, neglected, let down, demonically possessed.
The last few days of reading headlines could be summarized, perhaps, with this one:
Jared Loughner Commits Sin;
Nation Throws Stones

I'm pondering exactly why this one hit home. Anger Abides.
 There are three major theories or categories of blame for Loughner.
One: Psychological Disorder
 If Jared Lee Loughner is suffering from a mental illness, should we be treating him rather than screaming at him?
That is, some who have seen his face say he is "crazy."
Those assessing his legal defense will say he was "insane" (a legal term).
Psychologists who would plumb his mind will find he is suffering from a mental disorder;
some trying to see his soul say he is "possessed."
 In this case-- a homo sapiens creature with an illness-- shouldn't our national conversation be about our mental health system? How might we be better neighbors, good Samaritans to those in need? Getting angry at a sick person seems weird.

Two: Moral Failing; Evil, Mortal Sin
If Jared Loughner is guilty of a moral offense against humanity and Divinity,
why are we astonished and gnashing our teeth? President Obama (in his speech at the Memorial in Tucson) reminded us that there is evil in the world and that we will never be able to eradicate it. If you react to this with the true horror of Jared Loughner's sin, why are you not in a frenzy over the sins of others every day?
There are thousands of murders* every year  to pick from, some involving torture and grotesque sexual violence--some too sad to hear...
 perhaps too gruesome even for Hollywood--
So,
 with a Virginia Tech every four days** --are you walking around angry at everybody's sins?

[BTW, Does the media pick and choose a story and tell us how to emote every 48 hours?]
What purpose, Anger, at the sins of certain folks? GET ANGRY and  Throw some stones! ?
unless- are you angry at those who have given the example of how to commit violent sins? 
are you angry at systems or environmental elements that are teaching, cleverly, our children how to commit sin with Impunity? But whaddaya gonna do about it? *

A third category-
-if one does not believe
such faithy stuff:
sin, goodness as divine, life everlasting,
 absolute good or evil; eternal truths, the preservation of you and your personality for eternity (really?)
but rather choose a
soulless but
 Mathematically Elegant Evolution of DNA survival--
one might choose
to Stone someone
at least
 to eliminate bad genes in the pool. (should be required, Actually, along with all actions that Get Rid of the Horrible Things. Quit putting energy and resources into those who are taking more than they give to the collective. Doy. Sentimental much?)

 This third way
may allow for anger-- toward Loughner,
as he has not played by the rules. He might not have "chosen" to be mentally disturbed, but he "should" have gotten help- instead he acted out violence for some reason; this needs to Stop. or be stopped.
anger toward others:
rationally, logically find out the reasons, search the environment, find why our pseudo quasi utopia is being marred by this guy or his parents or those who influenced him. Get angry at whoever or whatever is behind all this [temporary] pain.
This third way, where Molecules are king---
soon we are all dead (molecules dispersed) and nothing remains, no pain, no memory.

Really, this moment, we're just gelatinous masses of noisy eaters bouncing around the planet, ingesting, uniting, yeilding, laughing, building, hitting, killing. Get over it. Values are relative. Hitler was simply making provisions for his dna. Don't be mad at him, or Jared, they are just blipping into existence for a minute; then they are gone.  Happy eternity.


We Reap What We Sow


**Bob Herbert says that  "The overwhelming majority of the people who claim to be so outraged by last weekend’s shooting of Representative Gabrielle Giffords and 19 others — six of them fatally — will take absolutely no steps, none whatsoever, to prevent a similar tragedy in the future. And similar tragedies are coming as surely as the sun makes its daily appearance over the eastern horizon because this is an American ritual: the mowing down of the innocents. On Saturday, the victims happened to be a respected congresswoman, a 9-year-old girl, a federal judge and a number of others gathered at the kind of civic event that is supposed to define a successful democracy. But there are endless horror stories. In April 2007, 32 students and faculty members at the Virginia Polytechnic Institute were shot to death and 17 others were wounded by a student armed with a pair of semiautomatic weapons...“As far as young people are concerned, we lose the equivalent of the massacre at Virginia Tech about every four days.”



 
*Murder:
9110 committed in USA in 1960
15,241committed in USA  in 2009
From wikipedia
"An estimated 520,000 people were murdered in 2000 around the globe.
Two-fifths of them were young people between the ages of 10 and 29 who were killed by other young people.[34] Because murder is the least likely crime to go unreported, statistics of murder are seen as a bellwether of overall crime rates.[35]

Murder rates vary greatly among countries and societies around the world. In the Western world, murder rates in most countries have declined significantly during the 20th century and are now between 1-4 cases per 100,000 people per year. Murder rates in Japan, Ireland and Iceland are among the lowest in the world, around 0.5; the rate of the United States is among the highest of developed countries, around 5.5 in 2004,[36] with rates in larger cities sometimes over 40 per 100,000.[37]
666,160 people have been killed in the United States between 1960 and 1996.[38]

Within the Western world, nearly 90% of all murders are committed by males, with males also being the victims of 74.6% of murders (according the United States Department of Justice). There is a sharp peak in the age distribution of murderers between the ages of 17 and 30. People become less likely to commit a murder as they age. Incidents of children and adolescents committing murders are also rare."

this subject's previous posts here and here and here
politics here


Daniel Hernandez, Intern for Congresswoman Giffords
Victims of Tucson Arizona shootings 2011
The Burial of Federal Judge John Roll

What are we sowing?

what's in your pocket?


What are You sowing?

Friday, January 14, 2011

New Evidence of Jared Lee Loughner Signs of Mental Distress Released (2)

The face of Jared Loughner changing over time is telling.
Video released by Pima Community College was part of the file
which resulted in his expulsion. well, the video  was pulled off the embed. View here:
http://www.latimes.com/news/nationworld/nation/la-na-arizona-shooting-20110115,0,6932026.story

and HERE is the link to the written documents from Pima Community College.
These are the types of documents every university keeps in order to record troubles with students in case they later need to do the last thing they really want to; expel someone. I know that those who work with these kids hope for their success and are saddened when they will not get help.
Some of the most affected folks with schizophrenia that i worked with in D.C. did NOT want help. They preferred to be homeless, or, "free" and did NOT want to be medicated.
Remember:
Let there  be no judgement where there is no compassion.
I think Hervey Cleckly said that, who was a researcher of the sociopath.


Post 1: Summary and early signs
Post 2: Politics and Blame Game
Post 3. Morality and Are You Your Brother's Keeper?
post 4  Here
The changing Face of Jared Loughner over time.


JLL?




So everyone has a theory, including that this face reflects possession.

(Please consider not hating this poor pitiful creature by the name of Jared Lee Loughner.)

Latest post HERE

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Updated Video-Jared Lee Loughner's Signs of Mental Illness Before Arizona Killings; Examine Psychology before Politics or Rap Music (updated)

New data have been released
 regarding the signs of mental disturbance
 in this poor pitiful creature. 
[See most recent post HERE. ]
Saturday: An apparently mentally ill man targeted Congresswoman Gabrielle Giffords
 but killed several other people.
The 22-year old Loughner sprayed bullets at close range during a neighborhood's meet and greet with Congresswoman Giffords.
Below, his words and the signs of mental illness.

First, a recap of the tragedy.

Hero:
jared loughner mugshot
A woman and two men in the crowd jumped Jared Lee Loughner during his reloading, holding his magazine and gun away from him, yelling at him. (He complained that they were hurting his arm.) People making 911 calls were doing triage on victims while speaking with the 911 operator.
Witnesses stated that he seemed pleased with the killing he had wrought. One said he seemed "cold"--almost a "smirk".

 Officials state that he is NOT cooperating with police.
(His history is one of "odd" or "scary" or unbalanced" behavior. Students complained of his mental instability. College police were called to classrooms due to his disruptions 5 times. Jared Loughner lists as his favorite books at his Youtube site: "I had favorite books: Animal Farm, Brave New World, The Wizard Of OZ, Aesop Fables, The Odyssey, Alice Adventures Into Wonderland, Fahrenheit 451, Peter Pan, To Kill A Mockingbird, We The Living, Phantom Toll Booth, One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Pulp,Through The Looking Glass, The Communist Manifesto, Siddhartha, The Old Man And The Sea, Gulliver's Travels, Mein Kampf, The Republic, and Meno."  This issue to be examined below.)
  • It should be made perfectly clear that people with mental illnesses in general do not commit more crimes than folks who are not afflicted. Remember, there are mothers who kill their children who think they are saving them from satan, and are in a twisted way fighting to be heroic; and there are those who kill their children with no remorse or out of greed, selfishness and  bad intent.
  • judge JohnRoll had received
    death threats himself
  •  Many will focus on the politics of this event- it has already happened, almost immediately, like when certain politicians publicly assumed the times square bomber was a "tea party"  person for some reason or that the Oklahoma bombing was the result of arab terrorists...the post HERE raises the question about how a variety of people immediately ramped UP the rhetoric of political anger, while ironically or hypocritically calling for toning down political anger...
  • The people who were killed seem to be extraordinary folks. Always seems to be the case. We are surrounded by really good people in our day to day lives, as the stories come out.  The judge (U.S. District Judge John Roll) who was killed was saying hello to Giffords after attending Mass.
  • One older man fell on his wife, shielding her body from the bullets. He died protecting her.
  • The young girl who was killed was top-notch. Interested in politics, ballet, and baseball. She was the only girl on her little league team (wanted to be the first female major leaguer), was born on 9-11, was just elected to office in her class (see video below), had just completed her first communion. Everyday events, parts of good happy family life we all relate to.
  • A 20 year-old intern for the congresswoman, Daniel Hernandez, only on the job for a few days, is credited with saving her life. I beleive he was trained in some medical area, like nursing or triage.
  • The congresswoman Gabrielle Giffords was by all reports extraordinary, very well-liked by all and a gift to many. She was an interesting mix in her politics: a former republican, she was a democrat representing a republican district. pro-gun rights, pro-border protection, Freedom for motorcycle riders, intensely interested in health care.
  • Her tagline quote was from Mother Teresa:  "We can do no great things, only small things with great love." She was shot from behind the left ear; the bullet went through her brain and exited the skull through the frontal lobe. Her speech may well be affected. But it is extraordinary that she is alive. Her surgeon describes how HERE.
In this post (and HERE and HERE) i would like to examine the data, the facts, the evidence, and the clues as they come out as they relate to the mental health of the gunman.
This guy, Jared Lee Loughner, has a number of posts and videos on youtube which i will share with you below, along with some comments regarding any hypotheses about his mental state which might shed light on this horribly consequential act of violence.
 I will update this post as new info becomes available.

Some new info:
  • A Mother Jones interview with a friend of Loughner HERE
  • excerpt 1:  "...Tierney tells Mother Jones in an exclusive interview that Loughner held a years-long grudge against Giffords and had repeatedly derided her as a "fake." Loughner's animus toward Giffords intensified after he attended one of her campaign events and she did not, in his view, sufficiently answer a question he had posed, Tierney says. He also describes Loughner as being obsessed with "lucid dreaming"—that is, the idea that conscious dreams are an alternative reality that a person can inhabit and control—and says Loughner became "more interested in this world than our reality." Tierney adds, "I saw his dream journal once. That's the golden piece of evidence. You want to know what goes on in Jared Loughner's mind, there's a dream journal that will tell you everything...
  • excerpt 2: "Tierney, who's also 22, recalls Loughner complaining about a Giffords event he attended during that period. He's unsure whether it was the same one mentioned in the charges—Loughner "might have gone to some other rallies," he says—but Tierney notes it was a significant moment for Loughner: "He told me that she opened up the floor for questions and he asked a question. The question was, 'What is government if words have no meaning?'"
    "He said, 'Can you believe it, they wouldn't answer my question.' Ever since that, he thought she was fake, he had something against her."Giffords' answer, whatever it was, didn't satisfy Loughner. "He said, 'Can you believe it, they wouldn't answer my question,' and I told him, 'Dude, no one's going to answer that,'" Tierney recalls. "Ever since that, he thought she was fake, he had something against her."
    Tierney says he has "no clue" why Loughner might have "shot all those other people." But, he notes, "when I heard Gabrielle Giffords has been shot, I was like 'Oh my God...' For some reason I felt like I knew...I felt like if anyone was going to shoot her, it would be Jared."
    Loughner would occasionally mention Giffords, according to Tierney: "It wasn't a day-in, day-out thing, but maybe once in a while, if Giffords did something that was ridiculous or passed some stupid law or did something stupid, he related that to people. But the thing I remember most is just that question. I don't remember him stalking her or anything." Tierney notes that Loughner did not display any specific political or ideological bent: "It wasn't like he was in a certain party or went to rallies...It's not like he'd go on political rants." — By Nick Baumann
  •  PBS interviewed a neighbor who was in the house of Loughner's parents today. He reported that Jared Lee Loughner's mother was "broken down" in bed, --may have to be "hospitalized"--and that the father was unable to speak more than three words without crying.







Monday morning, TV news shows report that Jared Loughner recited his poetry in class in a scary way, loudly ranting, holding his crotch, and hopping around the room. His instructor said it scared the women.
I wonder if Rappers are going to be focused on....

Here is his youtube site.

Here is a video from Jared Lee Loughner, an Introduction to himself as he offers it to us:

He says his favorite activity is Conscience Dreaming
here is another of his videos:





Jared Lee Loughner's history:

  • rejected by military (he apparently told them he'd used marijuana hundreds of times)
  • what do the neighbors say? HERE
  • and HERE
  • and expelled from community college HERE
  • More HERE

Apparently from Jared Lee Loughner's myspace page:

This is from the one favorite of his from youtube:

"If there's no flag in the constitution then the flag in the film is unknown.

There's no flag in the constitution.
Therefore, the flag in the film is unknown.
Burn every new and old flag that you see.
Burn your flag!
I bet you can imagine this in your mind with a faster speed.
Watch this protest in reverse!
Ask the local police; "What's your illegal activity on duty?".
If you protest the government then there's a new government from protesting.
There's not a new government from protesting.
Thus, you aren't protesting the government."





Will find more info, post, and ponder.

Sadness.
At the moment, the pieces of information indicate the presence of a thought disorder. I will post later in the week as more information emerges. This is a good time to look up how difficult it is to help those afflicted with thought disorders; i worked in D.C. with folks who endured paranoid schizophrenia and they did not always want assistance.



The parents of the 9 year-old girl, Christina Green, speak in these videos:

 







HERE is an LA times story with comments.

Questions: are you your neighbor's keeper?

More HERE




"There is a terrible hunger for love. We all experience that in our lives--the pain, the loneliness. We must have the courage to recognize it. The poor you may have right in your own family. Find them. Love them. ---Before you speak, it is necessary for you to listen, for God speaks in the silence of the heart. Speak tenderly to them. Let there be kindness in your face, in your eyes, in your smile, in the warmth of your greeting. Always have a cheerful smile. Don't only give your care, but give your heart as well."
--Mother Teresa
"At the moment of death we will not be judged according to the number of good deeds we have done or by the diplomas we have received in our lifetime. We will be judged according to the love we have put into our work." Mother Teresa