Argument with my mind

I lie on the bed, hugging my pillow, thinking to myself, "why is life so unfair?", it's common for me to be stressed out this way. Usually I would lie on my bed, all alone, or as if i'm alone (when there's somebody beside me) and talk to myself (in my mind). I would keep asking myself why am I in such a situation, why do i feel this way. Usually, the conversation would go like this;

Me: Why do i have to feel this way?

Mind: Because you're the one who made it this way.

Me: I know, but can't life be easy?

Mind: It can, but it's always hard at first.

Me: I feel like jumping out of the window.

Mind: Don't do that, you will cause more trouble to the people you love.

Me: But I hate feeling this way!

Well, this is the argument that goes through my mind most of the time. I'm usually having an argument with my mind, asking it questions, and my mind would give me an answer. My mind is there to tell me not to worry, but I still do. I guess this is just normal. But I haven't been having good luck lately, well, my days are mostly bad, or starting to get bad. I feel it's because we're reaching the middle of the year, i had a good start to the year but now it all seems to be going down hill.

Until I got the call last night, when I finally received one good news. However, I will announce it only when it's really confirmed!

xoxo

Jeffrey James

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